8/09/08 man alot has happened?

Well... when i told you i wouldn't update this frequently i lived up to my word lol. wow... so much has happened since Ive blogged... Ive worked vacation bible school (amazing), my grandmother passed away, I started going out with Rachel Beard, and went on choir tour....

Well I'm going to start with Vacation bible school. Jake Hughes and I worked backstage for vbs which was outrageous! This was probably one of the most fun weeks Ive had this summer... all i can say is throw Ian and me and extreme fatigue together and you get insanity and lots of fun. I got to help Billy rappel from the ceiling and got to be in the catwalks even though i wasn't 18... for shame Ian. but i survived (obviously)

Well the next thing that happened to me was one of the worst things that's happened to me ever. My grandmother who lives next door passed away. She was like a second mother to me and I loved her dearly and will always miss her. My grandfather is still alive and i worry about him because my grandmother is the one who kept him from overdoing everything... but that has been over a month ago and i have dealt with it emotionally for the most part.

The next thing that happened is probably the best thing that's ever happened to me (with the exception of accepting Christ as my savior) and that is Rachel and I have started going out. She is the most wonderful person I have ever met and couldn't imagine life without her. She completely exceeded all the expectations I ever had for a girlfriend and I am very blessed to have her.

The last and most recent thing that has happened to me is I went on high school choir tour to New York! Although this year it was much more of a mission trip than a choir tour.... which was both good and bad... but overall it was a fun trip and i found out how good of a soprano i was lol.

Well I know considering how much time its been since Ive posted a blog that this entry is short... but in all honesty I only blogged before to be able to get what i feel out there and i found someone special to listen to me whenever i need it... so honestly i doubt that i will blog again anytime soon... sorry!

Blog Post No 2.

Well i told you guys I probably wouldn't update this often and have held true to that promise. Well to start I recently went with Jake to see "Expelled, No Intelligence Allowed." the first thing i need to say is that it is something all who believe in creationism or intelligent design should see. Ben Stein has created a great movie that has displayed how much our society tries to suppress anything that isn't Darwinism. Ben also makes many of the evolutionists look like absolute idiots. i don't know if i can explain it on here very well but you should see the movie to understand what I am talking about.

Well above was my general analysis of the movie, but here i will share with you the idea from the movie that most interested me. In the movie Ben makes a disturbing but unfortunately true comparison with America and Nazi Germany, he says that evolution is a wall, one that can be compared with the Berlin wall and freedom of education is only allowed if your on the right side of the wall. Ben then decides that he wants to take down the wall... he then points out that he cannot take down the wall on his own and says that we must help of we want it to ever come down. Well this is what i got out of the movie and if you haven't seen it i hope that reading this will persuade you to do so...

Well now that I've gotten that done, i guess i will continue on to some of my personal life.... Well I'm almost done with school so that a good feeling, I have already finished my advanced math class and have done my American literature final and only have to read a poem to the class w00t! So yeah... but i kinda wish i was graduating i only have one credit left until i can.... I'm gonna miss seeing all my friends once they graduate... But alas my heart will go on (sorry for the cheesy titanic line lol) and i have like 6 graduations to go to... but oh well... I'm really gonna have few friends to hang out with next year tho... *sigh oh well. Well lets get off that subject. next year I'm going to have only three classes English Comp 1 and college algebra and physics. Its gonna be pretty sweet. Also I'm really excited about this summer... I'm gonna hang out with people and swim and all that jive and the Mhea banquet coming up should be a lot of fun too!

Well its about 10:40 and Ive said all I'm willing to say on here so i guess this is the end of my second blog post. and i think I'm going to open it for comments if you wish to post them. so with that i bid you all adieu for now. bye!

My First Blog Post!

Well, I had been keeping a journal for all my thoughts but on a c,eaning spree my Dad found it and I threw it away before he could read it. Then i figured i would get a blog. So... here i am! in all honesty i will not take the time to make sure everything is grammatically correct or capitalized seeing as I am using IE7 and I dont know of a dictionary add-on that spellchecks. so dont expect this to be neat. and also for my own privacy i wont be pouring out my soul on here. Ive been scewed over by too many people to do that, if you want to know my deep secrets, it will take you awhile unless i really click with you (and there are only a few people that i have clicked that well with) but i digress. i guess the point of a blog is to tell whats going on in your life....

Well lifes been pretty good all around. Im doing good in school, i just found out that I'm eligible for 10,000 dollars in scholarships to CBU my second choice in where i want to go to college (with union being foremost) that plus the lottery scholarship gets it close to the price of Memphis so my parents and I are ecstatic! Union is where Id really like to go, but the cost of living on campus coupled books and tuition comes to 24 grand... im really gonna have to kill the ACT or SAT when i take them respetively. For those of you who are weird and are reading the link from my facebook and dont know me, im looking into either pharmacy or pediatrics as a profession. I absolutely love kids so that makes me want to go into pediatrics, but my inate ability to cope with the death of children makes me wary of that, thus i look into pharmacy, still in medicine (kinda) and i wont have to make the choices that will decide someones life. This debate will continue in my head untill college probably, but lucky for me they have close to the same classes with pharmacy having a little more statistics. My personal life is doing fairly well, i have a few very close friends that I hold very dear, probably more sear than they realize. and many of the friends who are more than acquaintances but not quite close friends. I can get along with most people so Im good in that regard of my personal life. Now at who I like or dont like is where i edit parts of my journal out for my own personal benifit of not having everyone and their grandmother knowing that stuff. but yeah i guess im ok, im single but not desperate, although it does get lonely at times, i think the best way to sum it up was in a soeech from JD on scrubs that went to this effect " when Im staring up at the ceiling wishing to god i had someone to talk to i sit and laugh while watching you guys coplain when you dont realize how lucky you are" so yeah thats kinda how i feel sometimes, but only when people complain that there boyfriend/girlfriend isnt the perfect person. So please for future reference to all of you people who tell people that your relationship isnt perfect, tell ot to someone who doesnt wish they had a relationship to have problems in! and as forrest gum said "thats all i have to say about that" Well i got sick from something yesterday and it carried over to today, i missed church and choir and exit 15 *sob but im starting to feel a little better so thats good. theres alot more i could type right now but its 11:39 pm and i need to get to sleep so yeah. and I will probably delete the option to leave comments, if you want to tell me something you can send me a facebook message so yup thats all oh except for the fact that i probably wont edit this very often lol

*Connor*