My First Blog Post!

Well, I had been keeping a journal for all my thoughts but on a c,eaning spree my Dad found it and I threw it away before he could read it. Then i figured i would get a blog. So... here i am! in all honesty i will not take the time to make sure everything is grammatically correct or capitalized seeing as I am using IE7 and I dont know of a dictionary add-on that spellchecks. so dont expect this to be neat. and also for my own privacy i wont be pouring out my soul on here. Ive been scewed over by too many people to do that, if you want to know my deep secrets, it will take you awhile unless i really click with you (and there are only a few people that i have clicked that well with) but i digress. i guess the point of a blog is to tell whats going on in your life....

Well lifes been pretty good all around. Im doing good in school, i just found out that I'm eligible for 10,000 dollars in scholarships to CBU my second choice in where i want to go to college (with union being foremost) that plus the lottery scholarship gets it close to the price of Memphis so my parents and I are ecstatic! Union is where Id really like to go, but the cost of living on campus coupled books and tuition comes to 24 grand... im really gonna have to kill the ACT or SAT when i take them respetively. For those of you who are weird and are reading the link from my facebook and dont know me, im looking into either pharmacy or pediatrics as a profession. I absolutely love kids so that makes me want to go into pediatrics, but my inate ability to cope with the death of children makes me wary of that, thus i look into pharmacy, still in medicine (kinda) and i wont have to make the choices that will decide someones life. This debate will continue in my head untill college probably, but lucky for me they have close to the same classes with pharmacy having a little more statistics. My personal life is doing fairly well, i have a few very close friends that I hold very dear, probably more sear than they realize. and many of the friends who are more than acquaintances but not quite close friends. I can get along with most people so Im good in that regard of my personal life. Now at who I like or dont like is where i edit parts of my journal out for my own personal benifit of not having everyone and their grandmother knowing that stuff. but yeah i guess im ok, im single but not desperate, although it does get lonely at times, i think the best way to sum it up was in a soeech from JD on scrubs that went to this effect " when Im staring up at the ceiling wishing to god i had someone to talk to i sit and laugh while watching you guys coplain when you dont realize how lucky you are" so yeah thats kinda how i feel sometimes, but only when people complain that there boyfriend/girlfriend isnt the perfect person. So please for future reference to all of you people who tell people that your relationship isnt perfect, tell ot to someone who doesnt wish they had a relationship to have problems in! and as forrest gum said "thats all i have to say about that" Well i got sick from something yesterday and it carried over to today, i missed church and choir and exit 15 *sob but im starting to feel a little better so thats good. theres alot more i could type right now but its 11:39 pm and i need to get to sleep so yeah. and I will probably delete the option to leave comments, if you want to tell me something you can send me a facebook message so yup thats all oh except for the fact that i probably wont edit this very often lol

*Connor*